still under construction...sowee...till next time!!!

Currently listening to: ashita no melodii
Currently feeling: weird

still under construction...can't post anything good today...soon...don't worry...XD...

Currently listening to: silence...
Currently feeling: boredom...

well this is my first formal post......

first of all...i want to thank jeni or ayu for lay-outing my blog...because i lost my patience because of the stupid "dsl"...it's so nice..she even placed a tagboard for me...even links...

well for today...i went to quezon city to enroll in Trinity College, Quezon City..i entered the College of Nursing...i enrolled but haven't paid since my mom forgot the documents about my educational plan...i already have my subjects... i have a 7:30-3:00pm class on monday and my classes from tuesday until saturday will be only until 12nn...i guess i'm really a college student...the only problem is a home...we went to loof for a room that is good for two...but we haven't found any decent any affordable one yet...

i also went to the dentist today...my aunt already took the size of my jaw and i will soon wear braces...and i thank my father for he will give me a new pair of glasses...ny suggests me to have temporary lenses for gym class...i hope we can afford it...oh well i gotta send my profile to buddy-san...we're going to have a joint blog...ja!!!

Currently listening to: computer machine...
Currently feeling: happy and worried...

currently...i'm not having a fight with the dsl...its quite nice...but kazaa's not...i have been researching a lot of layouts for my future layouts...XD...i dunno how to make one so i download...

for the past few days...i have been researching for all the things i have to finish before i go to manila...so this what's happening...
i have stayed in the kitchen cooking...then watch tv and use the computer...read books....*sigh*...now...i have to submit things to our creator of salad days chronicles...

~these is our salad days, and hope it will last forever...~

Currently listening to: my sister's shrilling voice...
Currently feeling: irritated...

ourjoint blog has come...but it still needs a lot of editing to be done...kuya oliver's working on it...it's cute really...everything's green since it's called salad day chronicles...the the onion, the carrot and the egg...i just found out that i'm naughty one...XD...

for the past few days...i found out that i have a non-stop babbling mouth...i can't stop talking...worst was it was very fast so no one understands me...XD...

me and my bestfriend are working on our tshirt...we are both anime fans...her tshirt will be black while mine is orange...i'm an orange lover...what can i say???

chi needs my help with her blog...i was supposed to help her yesterday but she cancelled it since she was sick...she told me that she do not want me to get sick too...so she rescheduled it...

i spend my time typing, blogging and watching cds here at home...it's really boring...so that's all...see yah!XD...

Currently listening to: rainbow by southborder
Currently feeling: angry...

for the past three days...i was only playing and winning mahjjong...it was fun...i only play with my family...those who wins will be payed by my father...i never had major wins actually...i did not win big money...XD...

i don't have anything to say actually...so...ja!XD...

Currently listening to: brother's snoring...
Currently feeling: sick...

well...sorry for not posting for days...i have been busy...

last tuesday i went to manila again and enrolled once again in TCQC... now my schedule is new...i got a 10:30am-6:00pm schedule during mondays and thursdays...a 7:30am-12nn schedule during tuesdays and fridays...a 7:30am-10:30am schedule during wednesdays and saturdays...and a 12nn-2:00pm gymnastics class every saturday...*sigh*...

i wonder if i can handle this college stuff...i still feel immature...or myabe i am still immature...one thing is good though...i found a home for myself...it has it's own comfort room and a very small space where i can cook...it's exactly for me...i want my place to be always clean...i really don't mind my bed not properly fixed...as long as the floor and the comfort room is clean and also the cooking area...i will really have a toughttime cleaning the place before we put the bed and stuff...

Currently listening to: hanggang ngayon by kyla...
Currently feeling: angry at my sister...

well a week ago...my imouto-chan and my onii-san bout a new ps2 analog stick and new ps2 game...it is called shining tears...it is an rpg game...

one thing is it kinda like ragnarok and lord of the rings...it is because the characters are elves, dwarfs, human, giants, manwolves, catpeople, birdmen and monsters...the characters even have jobs...the main character (xion) is a mage knight...elwyn a lady elf is a hunter...you know bows and arrows like legolas...a catwoman named mao who is a ninja...a wolfman named volg is a fighter,a woman named niege, an ice witch/sorceress, a woman named ryuna a priestess, and dragon named lazarus a heavy knight...but i think our enemy an assassin will also be our friend...it's really fun...me and my sisters are getting addicted to it...

salad days is already up...the evil carrot, the eggy, and the naughty onion are already posting nonsense...but it's cute really...the evil carrot is working on the layout...and i or we (including the egg) are like lazy people who do not want to help...

for now i am trying to burn 6 different cd's for one person who was my classmate and is still one of my closest friends in high school...she is a mymp fan...XD...

last night we played mah-jjong again...it was my second time to almost win a "7 pair" and "bunot" which will give me a three point win...it was also my second time to win a "eskalera" being thrown by my imouto-chan which is also the winning tile of my mom...and since my mom is in the right of my sister the tiles go to her...i always declare "todas" first and still my mom has to win...*sigh*...i even cried of disappointment... i'm not for the money...but winning with an "ambisyon"...*sigh*...

what is with the world today???-nonsense...

summer...so hot...it would be cool to swim without getting dark... *sigh*...i have been wearin sleeveless at HOME for consecutive days now because of the heat!i hope th road trip to the north luzon will be cancelled...it will be so hot!!when we sleep we sleep with the aircon or the industrial fan...it has strong winds!!!XD...

the unlimited text people are already expired...wehehehehehe!!!

the first year anniversary of our yahoo group naruto_fan will be held on may 1, 2005...CONGRATULATIONS TO US SIS FATIMA!!!!pamangkin eggy be happy for your mama and tita...

dsl is sorta good to me now....*sigh*...

i'll go to fanfiction.net...chii's idea was good...

see yah!!!...

Currently listening to: caught up by usher...
Currently feeling: dancing mood...

hello…*sigh*…it’s been a windy day here in my place…i woke up so early just to watch angelic layer…but i woke up so early so i decided to eat brekfast...my imouto-chan was also there and she suggested to make a simple home made pizza on a loaf bread...

good thing was that there was a del monte pizza sauce in the cabinet...bad thing was it was hot and spicy...so my sister used ketchup with it...XD...we placed sliced hotdogs, ham, pineapple, onion, bell pepper and lotsa cheese...we placed it in the toaster and we're done...we ate the pizza while watching angelic layer...after angelic layer...i took a bath and watched karekano...

do you know how much i like his and her circumstances???

 karekano is one of the simplest drawn anime i have ever seen...the characters are not so beautiful but with the story...wow...they become really beautiful...

yukino or yuki is the main character who likes to be praised...for a girl like her...i admire her...not to the extent that i too want to be praised...i just admire her perseverance...

 souichiro on the other hand is really tough...he is a also a good lover for his age in the story...he is soooooooooo sweet...XD...

haaaaaaay....i wish i have a love story like them...but for a nbsb member...could it happen???i hope so...XD...

 i really gotta go now...lotsa songs to burn...more shining tears to play and a lot of fanfics to read...ja!!! --->i hope my eyes can take it...XD...

Currently listening to: yume no naka e...
Currently feeling: contented...

hi peepz...currently...i have a bleeding night...and i feel so bad...

yesterday i went to manila again..we went to pay for my home to be... unfortunately the person...was not present so we'll come again next time...since the person is not present...and a week will pass before we go there again...we looked for a place again...we saw two places... the one very near to saint luke's and the other one near the place i really like in sisa...but if ever the sisa will be occupied...i'll go for the one near that place...because the one very near to saint luke's has wooden floor...and i don't like wooden floors...i actually find it weird because the second floor of our house is wooden...the difference between the one very near saint luke's and our home is the floor...our home has better flooring and hard not like the other one...it is because their floor when it rains seems to mold...and i DON"T like that...<--maarte...

how about you? will you like it?

then i went to dentist...the second tooth was pulled......and  it hurts!!!my aunt which is my destist injected anesthesia six times... that's how i hurts...

then we went to megamall to buy things...we ended up buying underwears because me and my sisters have really grown...then we also bought clothes...my mom and dad bought a carpet for the living room...if i'm really rich...i'll just buy a very cute carpet for my home to be...XD...

then we ate at dencio's...and again i ordered lemonade...my favorite drink next to rootbeer...while waiting for the food...my mom scolded me because i lost the hemostan which was expensive...then when the food came...i lost my appetite because when i took a bite...my teeth ached...i did not eat well...then i got here safely...

the trip home was nly two hours from megamall to tarlac city...that's how fast my brother drives....

then my younger sister and my brother played burnout 3 in ps2 and i watched happily because my brother was losing to my sister...XD...

well that's all gotta sleep...take care people!!!

Currently listening to: can this be love by sarah geronimo...
Currently feeling: in pain...

well good afternoon people...i'm gonna tell a story about my dream last night...i only remember my dream sometimes...

when i fell asleep...the dream started with the guy who was my classmate when i was in prep and in grade two and three...he's handsome and kind...and last saw him last year in a picture...

he told me, "ei elysse!long time!remember me?"

elysse:"of course!how can i forget! (secret!chii-san knows this person) right?
guy: you got that right! how's my playmate?

and then we talked...days after he courted me...and i answered him... i dunno why...it was like i was watching a movie...then he invited me to watch a movie...i even saw bubbles aka jowee...one of my closest friends...she's a girl...we even hugged each other...then weird things happened...random things...then i don't remember the rest...the last thing i remember was having a deal with him that i have to live with him and leave my family so they will be safe...but i was happy with him...weird...

of all the people...why him???

well i just texted my crush...and invited him in our house... wahahahahhahaahaha!!!!i'm so happy!!!he's so handsome!!!...

well gotta prepare..he's coming!!!XD...ja!!!...

Currently listening to: over by lindsay lohan...
Currently feeling: very happy and excited...

well...what you see is what you get...i slept all day...XD...

i have nothing to post really...i just slept...XD....take care!

jacq:he did not come......yah it's sisa street...waiiii!!!we're near to each other!!!!

ishia:member na rin me ng ramen thingy...forgot ko title!>_<;;;....

Currently listening to: sleep all day by jason mraz...
Currently feeling: sleepy...

i woke up at 10:30am from a bad dream...

guess what the dream was all about?

PART I: The Meeting of Oliver, Jennifer, Jacqueline, and Elysse...(i hope i typed the correct spelling)

the dream started out good...me and jacq entering the greenwich...and seeing jeni waving to us...jeni was the first one who came...jacq and i smiled together seeing jeni obviously excited...kuya oli was the last one who came..it was funny really...being the only guy in the group...

it was fun really...we had regular meetings like what kuya loli told me last night...he wants us to meet every other week...so it happens...

after two months i e-mailed tenken these (i remember exactly what i wrote in my dream):

aiyo birdbrain!

still remember elysse-san? well...just want to email you...i don't believe kuya oli saying that you have deleted your accounts...and i know you still read your mails...even if you don't...hell i care...as long as i have sent this...(this is just a dream okay???>_<...)

about your sudden leave...i finally found out the truth...it's okay...what's done is done...still nothing changed...friends are still friends...

after all the fun i'm having...i remembered you since our online friends, ur bestpal oli, haruko, jacq-san and i are meeting regularly...we're close friends now...

in real life...our friends are the most enjoyable people i have ever met...(i don't know if this is true...XD...) kuya oli is the only guy in the group...he even pretends to be a gay since his pals are girls...jeni or haruko is also very funny...she's always excited when we meet...jacq and i live in the same community so we usually spend time in each other's places...sometimes i even ask her help in my studies since we have the same course...she's ver caring and fun really...(ganda siguro nito kung totoo neh?)

i remembered what you told us...the confusion between the real world and the online world...you know what???everything is real...like what kuya oli said...prove to tenken that the online world is real...we're all real...we're all real and true friends...it could have been better if you were with us...

that's all...take care okay? XD...

-elysse-san-

that was the mail...a day after i opened my mail again...and suprisingly he replied...he said that he's okay and everything's great...he even said that it's agood thing that i am close friends with my pals online...and that's that...

the scene suddenly changed to another gimik with the online pals...we were eating in greenwich again...then i finally told my friends that he emailed...everyone was surprised...we were all speechless and with a frowned face...then suddenly kuya oli's cellphone rang...

it was tenken...

and then kuya oli was really shocked...while three of us...jeni, jacq and me were wondering why kuya oli was looking kinda happy, shocked and nervous...we looked at each other and had the same expression of who could it be?

then we heard kuya oli say:

oli:you're here in the philippines???since when???
guy on the other line: since last week..i looked for your number and i found it...
oli:whoa!where are you now?
gotol:outside the place where you are eating...
oli: (*looking out the glass wall*)man it is you!come in!join us!

then the guy on the other line came in the restaurant...we were all speechless...tenken said hi and we said hi too...we were all wide eyed...then kuya oli started the conversation...tenken said that he'll be satying in the philippines for a semester...he's an exchange student from dlsu...and then jeni and jacq joined the conversation while me...i just stared at my food...tenken called my attention and all i did was smile...he even asked me..."aren't you happy to see me?"...suprisingly i said..."no i'm not..." then of course everybody was shocked...even i was shocked about what happened...cause the dream happened that i was watching while i was in it too...get it?XD...then he asked me why and i replied that i don't know...then i finally said..."cause it's like i have just met a stranger.."

tenken: oh is that so...(disappointed look)
elysse: i'm sorry...you have been away for so long...it's like your not the person i have met...i guess the only thing that was not real about the online world was you...
oli, jacq and jeni: (silent)
tenken: i guess you're right...i guess i just have to introduce myself again...hi elysse-san...i'm jen hao...(gestured for a hand shake)
elysse: hi, i'm elysse...nice to meet you...(shaking his hand)

after that everyone smiled including me...he asked for our cellphone numbers and that's it...

another scene came...

PART II: The Life of a College Student...

this dream was like an anime style dream...i won't tell the whole story...cause i don't remember it very well...

all i remember was that i was new college student and was discriminated because i came from a province...and there's this guy who keeps on teasing me...

one day i couldn't control my anger and told the whole class that they should not belittle me...i told them that i have studied in the best school here in tarlac and even though i have a low rank in school i can prove to otheres that i could do better in other schools...i bursted out my anger and went home...the next day they apologized and gave me "i'm sorry" gifts and cards...then the guy who always tease me gave me flowers and even hugged me...i hugged him back and pushed him away...

i told him: "congratulations! you have one your bet!"

he wa surprised since he didn't know that i knew it was a bet...even the watching i didn't know...then he apologized the next day and made it up by treating me to the mall...

we became friends and suddenly the scene changed by my crush courting me...but my crush studies in another school...then my friend which was the guy also courted me when he knew that someone was courting me...but i said yes to my crush...my other suitor got mad...and even tried to hurt me...when he was about to slap me...i was already crying...so he did not continue to hurt me...and apologized again...

the last thing i remember is i went to jacq's place crying...

when i woke up...damn it was hot in my room...i even felt so dizzy...and then i told myself:

THANK GOD IT WAS ALL A DREAM AND HOPE IT WILL NOT HAPPEN!!!

that's all guys...hope you enjoy reading the long post...ja!!!

Currently listening to: my dream by eugene
Currently feeling: quite happy...